Street Justice
how i wish i could afford Lanvin. those silk Lanvin metallic high tops are like....so hot. no wait. they're so hot that i want to spell it haute. yes they're that haute. i've wanted a pair ever since their Fall '07 line. but i know i will never meet that $600+ requirement. such is the sadness of minimum wage life.
instead of studying for my biology exam, i spent the day watching Law & Order and looking at clothes online. i wonder when i'll start to really pay attention. i guess tomorrow i'm just going to go on my usual "this sounds right" strategy. it never works. no buts about it. i'm basically screwing myself.
i hope that one day i'll get into a school where not only will i like studying, but i'll actually understand what it is i'm studying. i'm sure if i apply myself to these Liberal subjects i'll understand it. my lack of memory & attention skills prevent me from paying attention to anything i find boring.
isn't that so snobby and uptight? if i'm bored, i do not care at all. haha but it's so true. by denying myself the truths of my personality, the more i will have to struggle with the questions as to "why?" and "how?" in the future. so today i will do myself the favor and accept who i am and realize that there are many things i will not be good at, but there are a couple things in life that i will excel at; the things that just bring me passion that i will be great at.
so what are those things...
it's seeing how people will take in a visual message.
it's knowing what colors will contrast with what shapes.
it's visualizing what styles need and need not be worn.
it's realizing that the future is about hearing color, seeing sound, and holding it all in front of you.
