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Such Great Heights
just woke up from a nap. had a hot dream. really hot dream. but sadly, it didn't leave me feeling happy upon waking up. i actually felt rather lonely. the hot part of the dream involved the person i thought to have loved for the past couple of years.
to try to explain how it made me feel lonely, i guess i would have to start at how i don't think he could ever love me. we're both total opposites and exactly the same, in the sense for the worst. i don't think i'm at the point of understanding where i can better explain it than that, but for now that's all i can go on. guess you'd have to empathize to actually know.
i'm trying not to base any of my feelings for others off of sex. it's time i start to develop true feelings, rather than those that only end up in the sheets.
"I breath love and [don't] see him everyday, Even though my love is a world away."
to try to explain how it made me feel lonely, i guess i would have to start at how i don't think he could ever love me. we're both total opposites and exactly the same, in the sense for the worst. i don't think i'm at the point of understanding where i can better explain it than that, but for now that's all i can go on. guess you'd have to empathize to actually know.
i'm trying not to base any of my feelings for others off of sex. it's time i start to develop true feelings, rather than those that only end up in the sheets.
