it's so hard to not be able to buy anything! i found out a neat-o way to dye jeans, and now i want to try it :( i want to go buy a shitty pair of jeans and do it, but noooooo ~ gave up shopping for Lent! maybe i should just use one of my old jeans and see how it turns out. that skinny pair is pretty dull. maybe i should. i don't know if i'll be able to sand paper it though, because it's 1% spandex. wait, does that matter? i dunno, i just know it's a little thin, so if i sand paper it it might rip easily.
my new project is to make a messenger bag out of plastic made from fused plastic bags. i think that's such a neat idea ~ so much potential for individual creativity. plus, whether it's through color or a logo on the plastic bag, you can make a lot of different plastic "print." so dope!
i'm always hearing about how she doesn't like us anymore because she doesn't talk to us as often as we'd like. there were many times when i felt that her not answering my phone calls or barely speaking to me on the internet were was her way of trying to distance herself from me. nowadays, i want to see it as her way of coping with separation. i do not doubt at all that she still loves me as her friend.
there's always a time when i feel like my friends don't like me, and i'm always the one that is expendable. but as i get older, i recognize slowly who is really the BFFs and who's just the FFNs (Friends for Now).
